lonely valentine

hais...so lonely on valentine day...i jst wanted to go out with the person i love but he dn wanna go out..hais...am i tht scary?
i ask my cousin to gave him a flower then kana marah lagi..=( if he cn go out then i can no need to buy so expensive flower for him ah..then i made a card like around 11p.m...then didnt give the card to him..hais...=( i made the card so hard ah but at last din get the chance to give him..i jst wanted to give him by myself but i think he dn wanna see me so i ask someone to help me pass it to him..hais..=( jst wanted to hang out with him...

god i just wanted to hang out with him...god..pls..=( i jst hope he can give himself a chance to love me again...everyone need a second chance, y so scare to give urself a chance?

i jst wish we can start over again to together...but i think it WONT HAPPEN! =( hais..god pls...i can don mind of wht we did before..if can i really really wanna start over again to together...REALLY!

i had give others a chance to love me but i jst only keep thinkin the person was the guy i love n thts not good for other ppl who likes me...i'm really sorry...i really really have a strong feelin for the guy i love..if the guy read this blog, he wil know...i think he wont give himself a chance to love me again anymore rite? ='( haiss...




hope god! ! ='(