lonely valentine

hais...so lonely on valentine day...i jst wanted to go out with the person i love but he dn wanna go out..hais...am i tht scary?
i ask my cousin to gave him a flower then kana marah lagi..=( if he cn go out then i can no need to buy so expensive flower for him ah..then i made a card like around 11p.m...then didnt give the card to him..hais...=( i made the card so hard ah but at last din get the chance to give him..i jst wanted to give him by myself but i think he dn wanna see me so i ask someone to help me pass it to him..hais..=( jst wanted to hang out with him...

god i just wanted to hang out with him...god..pls..=( i jst hope he can give himself a chance to love me again...everyone need a second chance, y so scare to give urself a chance?

i jst wish we can start over again to together...but i think it WONT HAPPEN! =( hais..god pls...i can don mind of wht we did before..if can i really really wanna start over again to together...REALLY!

i had give others a chance to love me but i jst only keep thinkin the person was the guy i love n thts not good for other ppl who likes me...i'm really sorry...i really really have a strong feelin for the guy i love..if the guy read this blog, he wil know...i think he wont give himself a chance to love me again anymore rite? ='( haiss...




hope god! ! ='(

i'm sorry wht i did before

i'm really sorry wht i did before...i jst wan u to forgive me...pls...

u're nt jst a fren to me in my heart...u're always more than as fren in my heart, jst tht u din know...=(


P.S u'll waste ur time readin this...

happy birthday to Maria

Happy birthday to u Maria =D

i bought new boots

YAY! new boots again...hehe! =D hope i can buy again in future...=)




Hais...am i annoyin?=( am i changed so much?i'm really sorry wht i did...really sorry



byebye,
have a good day

happy new year 2009

Hais...today so boring..nothin to do...always at home only..


today i wanna talk to someone on the phone but i know he don wanna cal de la...i wanna ask is y cant give us one more chance..everyone need second chance de ah...i no need to hope le..
all i wan is jst only we cn start from the beginning...thats all i wan but god don wanna give me one more chance..hais..=(


happy new year to everyone...

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today i bought new short pant for new year

Wahseh...today is the first time i bought short pant...but i don know wanna wear it or not...hais..my cousin said i changed so much le..haha! wht i changed?the day she meet me is like i always wear jeans and t-shirt..never wear skirt or anything that look nice...haha! now i started to wear mini skirt and wear shirt that look like very sexy...haha! i also don know y i started to wear like that...i think is because i meet one guy then i started to wear like that kind...he really changed me..haha! =) he is the first guy that changed me from wearin those jeans n t-shirt to mini skirt n nice shirt...hope he can change me again in future...


byebye,
have a good day

today my cousin's house got BBQ

Hais...today my cousin's house got BBQ and she got invite me...BUT my mom don allow me to go...y got like this?cousin house got party cnnt go...cousin kali ah...>=<


byebye,
have a good day