happy new year 2009

Hais...today so boring..nothin to do...always at home only..


today i wanna talk to someone on the phone but i know he don wanna cal de la...i wanna ask is y cant give us one more chance..everyone need second chance de ah...i no need to hope le..
all i wan is jst only we cn start from the beginning...thats all i wan but god don wanna give me one more chance..hais..=(


happy new year to everyone...

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today i bought new short pant for new year

Wahseh...today is the first time i bought short pant...but i don know wanna wear it or not...hais..my cousin said i changed so much le..haha! wht i changed?the day she meet me is like i always wear jeans and t-shirt..never wear skirt or anything that look nice...haha! now i started to wear mini skirt and wear shirt that look like very sexy...haha! i also don know y i started to wear like that...i think is because i meet one guy then i started to wear like that kind...he really changed me..haha! =) he is the first guy that changed me from wearin those jeans n t-shirt to mini skirt n nice shirt...hope he can change me again in future...


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today my cousin's house got BBQ

Hais...today my cousin's house got BBQ and she got invite me...BUT my mom don allow me to go...y got like this?cousin house got party cnnt go...cousin kali ah...>=<


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Christmas Day

Its christmas...Merry Christmas and Hapyy New Year to everyone!

Today is the day that me n the person i love together last year at mall...
I still remember that day...its was very fun...on that day he bought new jacket and also his first time bought jacket..=) his jacket is so nice and when he wear so HANDSOME! =D we got hold hands...then we watch the A vs P 2...after we finished watchin then i give him the answer yes that he ask me whether wanna together or not on 20th dec 2008...=D we got hug in the cinema...i wish the time can go back on that day again but it wont happen...


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Tomorrow is a special day in my life

Tomorrow is a day that me n the person i love together last year...hais...i wish i can together with him again rite nw..we together alomst 1 year but...nvm..actually tomorrow i wanna go mall but he say he cant go then i don have fren to go with so i din go le...hais...i wish he can ask me to together again..hais..I WISH!

believe in true love?

This is the first time i saw a guy when we first meet at the course, then i had felt in love with him the first day...is this true love?
We use to be good BUT my fren had make it worst..>=< i'm jst wanted to give a special surprise to him cuz he gave me many surprise thts y i wanna give him also but then my fren kepo n had made the surprise gone...i have sweared i wnt find other guys le..i have giving u all my heart le but y...
I'm so regret tht i din tel him early...if i did then my fren wnt kepo n we wil so good rite nw...I'M SO REGRET! i wish the god can give me n him one more chance..


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u guys must be get bored when u read this...

today i curl my hair...

wah..i love my hair...its SO NICE! haha! i wanna curl permanent liao but it cost $65...hais so expansive..


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wahseh..have to wake up early cuz wanna go church

wah..so tired ah today..yesterday slept at 12.30a.m then today woke up at 4a.m..its was so cold in the morning..haha..my mom force me to go church cuz i wanna go mall..if i din go church then cnnt go mall..wahseh..like tht also cn..=pToday i think back me n the person that i love went to Jerudong Park on 20th dec 2007 at nite...my cousin, my bro n sis also went ther tht day..i also got ask him to go..i stil remember before we went Jerudong Park, me n the person i love lied to my cousin tht the he wanna meet me..haha! my cousin really believe tht..my cousin din knw tht me n him knw each other aldy at the course..haha! then after we went ther, we told my cousin tht actually me n him meet before le..i remember tht he hold my hand while we walkin then..haha! he dn wanna let my cousin saw us holdin hand then we holdin hand at the back of my cousin while we walkin..then she suddenly n say wht to play..haha! she saw us holdin hands then she said to him tht 'dn paktoh bah' haha! when we're sittin waitin other ppl finished playin the game..i forgot wht its call..then he took my cousin's phone n saw me the three word, tht is 'I Love U' after i saw, i really wanna say to him tht 'I Love u too' but i was too shy..

when we wanna go home aldy, then he said gt somethin wanna ask me..i keep tryin to run away..haha! then he keep tryin to stop me..then he asked me to together with him when my cousin, my bro n sis went to buy some drinks..i knew he would ask me to together with him aldy..=) he is so ROMANTIC cuz he asked me face to face..nt like other ppl ask in MSN n it is nt really tht good..when i wanna went to my car, he suddenly give me a gift..i was so happy! =)he is the first person tht hold my hands then treat me very good..he also the first guy tht gt feelin for me so fast after the course finished..


he is the first person tht wan me to wish on my birthday..every year on my birthday, i never wish anythin..only eat cake..i wan my wish to come true but..i dn think it wil happen..he deal aldy if i pass then together..then i really pass le but i din tel him on the day i took my report book..i wanna give him a surprise cuz he also hope i cn pass..then it really happen but...hais..nvm..i really miss tht day on 20th dec 2007..i wish the time cn go back to tht day again but tht wnt happen..i think when u read, its really boring...rite?haha! or maybe dn understand..i'm sorry if its boring..=)



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i knw he cant go mall on 25th

today i knw tht he cant go mall on 25th..hais..he say he is busy on tht day..i really wan him to go on tht day becuz tht day is a special day..hais..i keep prayin tht he cn go but thats nt true..
i gt feelin tht he likes other girls le but i dn knw its true or nt..
i wanna knw y he keep tellin me to leave him..y dn allow me to contactc with him...i really wanna knw but he dn wanna tel me then i dn wanna ask him anymore..

i'm jst wanna give him a surprise on 25th..thats all...its really a surprise but too bad it wnt happen anymore..i didnt mean to make him stress, is my fren force me..hais...i shouldn't listen to my fren>=< i knw is my fren usin me to make him stress.. i hate her..

i really really love him..i never hurt him..if i knw tht wil make him stress then i wnt do it but i really don knw..hais..

hope he cn go mall on 25th

byebye

Tomorrow is a special day

Tomorrow is the day that someone asked me to together with him last year at Jerudong Park around 10+ p.m..i stil remember but i dn think he stil remember..hais..nvm..
its was very fun that day..=) haha!
i think he wont ask me to together le cuz i knw he dn love me anymore..hais..

i wanted to say sorry to him cuz i had made him stress..my fren force me to keep askin him those stuff but i really don know tht wil make him stress..I'M REALLY SORRY! i know u really mad at me rite nw..hope u dn mad at me le..


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First time make this blog

I din knw have this blog..i saw my fren make then i try go the website..
so maybe if i gt time then i'll go to my blog..

hope u guys cn understand wht i'm saying cuz my english nt really tht good...k?=p

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have a good day =)